I know yeah, that means that I'm most definitely taking in water. And loads of it. It is December 1st now......
My stomach is boiling warm. It does not longer know when it's hungry - or full. My head is spinning - from getting too little sleep. My neck and shoulders are soon no longer seperate entities. And my migraines had my head running on very low for 5 days last week.
Sounds like I'm in a war zone. One thing is for sure. It sorta has been - a war zone - for 2,5 years. And I have entered my last and biggest battle. My body is first proof of that. I've not been very nice to it have I....
There are so many things annoying me at the time being - everyone are stoked about the xmas feeling. And I don't even allow myself to take it in. There is no capacity for it. Inbalance.
It's not a complaint really, I'm actually quite curious about how my body reacts to not having enough sleep and constantly working with stuff. I am - actually - putting in 75 hour weeks - and have been for the last soon 3 months. If I slack off I feel like crap, and when I work - well the efficiency of it all is quite changeable.
Motivation you say? 110%. This is all for me. It's an egotistical action - one that I would not have considered have my life been otherwise.
Ah well, a couple of pics of my dog for your enjoyment - she is my biggest enjoyment nowadays - can't wait to give her more of my time :) Look how she's groown:)))
xoxo
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