Problem Focused?

I dont know.

What s the ultimate balance? I attended a conference last week. Well actually i arranged it too..hehe. But I also attended. And the scientists on the podium talked about the environment and the climate. They talked about what could happen to the oceans within the next 50 years.....

There are problems ahead. A lot of them too.

Within the next 20 years we are hitting a small ice age. The temperatures are going down. Fair enough. I can handle that.

Then there is the big crappy downturn. The temperatures are going up - quickly and a lot! Which means that if I dont die before "my time" i get to see the world going under. And my kids will have to struggle on to survive. Because i am not competent in this area...not competent enough to see the consequences - it is left to my imagination - and it is not looking good. It is pretty fucked to be honest.

Now. What is the solution? Where is the solution focus? Does it dissapear in the problem focused perspective of things. What will happen? Mankind has been able to adapt to all changes of the last 10 000 or so years. So what will happen??? Is this the end of man and womankind?

I dont know. I know that this is too big for me, the one person. But it hits home. My next blog will probably again be about my every day life - I will "forget" about this problem. I guess i can t focus on it over a longer period of time - i ll probably die worrying....Hey then my worries and problems are solved :))

Lyrics that touches your soul

Hey now. Do you have a song that really just hits home? Lyrics that you just love? Lyrics that have touched you in a special way or that has done immense changes in the way you perceive life? I just had that experience - I have the from time to time - it s bloody wonderful :))))

Let me share it with you - and please - share yours if you have any? <3

Dire Straits - Brothers In Arms

These mist covered mountains


Are a home now for me

But my home is the lowlands

And always will be

Some day you'll return to

Your valleys and your farms

And you'll no longer burn

To be brothers in arms



Through these fields of destruction

Baptisms of fire

I've witnessed your suffering

As the battles raged higher

And though they hurt me so bad

In the fear and alarm

You did not desert me

My brothers in arms



There's so many different worlds

So many different suns

And we have just one world

But we live in different ones



Now the sun's gone to hell

And the moon's riding high

Let me bid you farewell

Every man has to die

But it's written in the starlight

And every line on your palm

We're fools to make war

On our brothers in arms

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Hello Y all!!!!!!!!!!!

WOWOWOW!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah. 2 days in a row. It is impressive. Im impressed. Of me.

Im so back in HR now. I feel it in my every bone. It is so interesting!! It is so engaging too. I have such big tasks ahead and I am really happy and pleased.

I now remember that I havent told my faithful viewers about my project. I had a big project going on. A randomly picked date would set out the start of my new adventure. "PROJECT BOYFRIEND".
The history behind is really the most interesting and i have my inspiration from a friend of mine whom i have unfortunately lost contact with.

She is 2 years my senior and decided to do this project for her self - unfortunately her project didn t work out the way she planned as it was "killed" before it even started. And the same thing happened to me.......I met my boyfriend just before xmas. The concept is that when project boyfriend starts you do all in your might to put yourself out there. You set out to meet the man of your life and through every possible media. Internet, friends, dating organisations and wherever you move in your realm. Also - it is important that you make it you full time project and that you are honest to yourself and aware that you are looking for that special someone - no illusions and clarity in what you are actually looking for. HOWEVER! The real interesting thing is the time before you actually decide to launch your project. I gave myself 18 months to think about me - and only me. I did the exact opposite of what you do in "Project Boyfriend". I thought about the things i wanted to do and see and be. I thought about what I needed and what made me me and through this i discovered more and more what kind of person I am. I had such personal growth in this time and I learnt how to take care of myself. In this time - the rule is to NOT look for anyone. Just to have fun and to be with you loved ones and to enjoy life as a single person with no commitment but to yourself. After all - when you meet that special someone you go halves and compromise and have to take care of that other person in the same way as you take care of yourself. NOW. I would actually love for someone single out there to go through those stages. God it was so enlightening for me - and it is such an interesting project!!! :)))) Please let me know it you are inspired to do the same. I would love to give you guidance :))))

Good Luck!!

Beautiful Times

I guess the 4th grade essay I started writing last time needs a new ending :-O I ll keep it quite simple---

Woman wrote down her essay in her blog...and boy lived on...weeks went by and suddenly boy realised his heart a had a crack. A little one - a teeny weeny one - girl had cracked his heart open. Now there was no way back. Boy realised he was a man, and did what a man should do. He fought to win the woman s heart. And the woman caved. She caved in to a thing she already knew would be beautiful.

The woman and the man lived happily.

I guess i can t write ever after just yet :) Broken hearts need time to mend and burnt hearts will always be burnt. I need time to trust happiness - and i am definitely not ready to trus "ever after".

YAY!

So now it is so. I have a boyfriend. I am happily in love. For the first time in my life.

Summer has come and gone. It was a good one. I spent it with Neitz. And my boyfriend. Mostly. With my little Era as a natural integrated part of it all.

All of my friends are turning 30 this year. Not all of them. But A L O T of them. I ve celebrated 2, and i have 2 more to go to this fall.

Over the summer i ve managed to buy me a new car. I ll take a photo and send it. I ve also bought new glasses...And moved into a house that i now rent...Basically Ive expanded. And therefore I ve also switched jobs. How it all came to happen i don t know. But it happened fast. Very fast. Fast and glorious.

So i m back in HR. I was in HR when i started this blog and now i m back there. I m handling it fine. Day 3 at my office. It has not yet taken off - like totally. I am awaiting many new tasks. It will be exciting to see how it all comes together.

Later Gater