I'm turning 30 now.
2 months away.
GHÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆ!!!!!!!
I am in limbo.
My Life here in beautiful Lofoten.... Life in general, in pieces, and in bits. I hope to colour your world with my thoughts and I hope to share my world with my loved ones...I guess my focus is both micro and macro oriented...and all in all i think that Love conquers all barriers...
Friday, January 28, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
A message to the bitch...
Undercover, sometimes over - under so many a layer.
Over - under, under, over - observing the twisted purveyor.
Why oh why? My oh my, through all, thick and thin...
Pushing on, pushing forward, she will NEVER win!
<3
I am ready
I am steady
I am an intellectual.
You are sorry
You are a worry
You are one ugly individual
<3
How could we, always be, when she has forced this through?
You showed me, human strength is unbelievable
I want to be like that too!
<3
So, here I go
Bring it on
Try me, I am ready
Be a bitch, you will lose, my love conquers, it is steady.
<3
Over - under, under, over - observing the twisted purveyor.
Why oh why? My oh my, through all, thick and thin...
Pushing on, pushing forward, she will NEVER win!
<3
I am ready
I am steady
I am an intellectual.
You are sorry
You are a worry
You are one ugly individual
<3
How could we, always be, when she has forced this through?
You showed me, human strength is unbelievable
I want to be like that too!
<3
So, here I go
Bring it on
Try me, I am ready
Be a bitch, you will lose, my love conquers, it is steady.
<3
Monday, January 10, 2011
Right expectations
Hurroooooooooooo!
All things need time to settle. All new things. I guess? Not all things come naturally........
Expectations can create victims. Emotional victims. I've learnt that in my life I have high expectations to the people closest to me, it is not always that my expectations are met, and that is sometimes fair enough - and sometimes not. There are some good rules to follow:
1: Consider your expectations, do they match reality?
2: Voice your expectations and thoughts on how things should go down between you and the people around you.
3: Voice your dissapointments as well, when your expectations are not met, but make sure you think through how you want the outcome to be before you start your complaining.
I had a big realisation this morning. I act like a victim when let down. When someone dissapoint me I have a tendency to back off and close off. It is not right. I can sometimes act like a spoilt brat. I realise that my expectations don't always match the reality of things. And I get dissapointed. And that is fair enough, it is all about how I handle it altogether. I need a confidant, and I need time but I reckon I'm pretty good at handling stuff :) And having that inner perspective as well as connecting to those emotions coming up in different situations, always questioning why I react the way I do to things....It is imperative in the reality I live in.
All things need time to settle. All new things. I guess? Not all things come naturally........
Expectations can create victims. Emotional victims. I've learnt that in my life I have high expectations to the people closest to me, it is not always that my expectations are met, and that is sometimes fair enough - and sometimes not. There are some good rules to follow:
1: Consider your expectations, do they match reality?
2: Voice your expectations and thoughts on how things should go down between you and the people around you.
3: Voice your dissapointments as well, when your expectations are not met, but make sure you think through how you want the outcome to be before you start your complaining.
I had a big realisation this morning. I act like a victim when let down. When someone dissapoint me I have a tendency to back off and close off. It is not right. I can sometimes act like a spoilt brat. I realise that my expectations don't always match the reality of things. And I get dissapointed. And that is fair enough, it is all about how I handle it altogether. I need a confidant, and I need time but I reckon I'm pretty good at handling stuff :) And having that inner perspective as well as connecting to those emotions coming up in different situations, always questioning why I react the way I do to things....It is imperative in the reality I live in.
Monday, January 03, 2011
2011oh how you seem hopeful :)
Don't you just love it? That feeling of exitement in the pit of the stomach of the year ahead? It is like an empty canvas, and the only thing stopping you is not having the colours...Or access to the paint! Dang, my metaphorical intelligence is just Assum today!!!!!!!
I think I am one of those who can access a whole lotta paint, but scared of lacking the colours. Life and the world truly is my oyster - I just hope that I can use my head to the best of its' ability. Choosing what I want to do with my life is not the problem - But how can I make the most of it? How can I make good strategic decisions and just put it into good use - reaching the target goals..................? And am I using my creative abilities as best can be? And am I utilizing all the colours? To create the most beautiful painting out of the empty canvas?
My goals u ask? Still way to many to pick and choose from...I'm in the thinking box (as we say here in Norway;) ) How about your goals?
I think I am one of those who can access a whole lotta paint, but scared of lacking the colours. Life and the world truly is my oyster - I just hope that I can use my head to the best of its' ability. Choosing what I want to do with my life is not the problem - But how can I make the most of it? How can I make good strategic decisions and just put it into good use - reaching the target goals..................? And am I using my creative abilities as best can be? And am I utilizing all the colours? To create the most beautiful painting out of the empty canvas?
My goals u ask? Still way to many to pick and choose from...I'm in the thinking box (as we say here in Norway;) ) How about your goals?
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