All I want for Xmas

.........Is time! Time to enjoy it!!!

Over the last couple of years I ve thought that Xmas has been too much. It's just too much people that needs to be caught up with, too  much food on the table, too much stress all in all.

This year. I have 3 plans: 24-25-26th is all about family. :)

The rest of it I will spend just hanging. No plans. Everything will be done ad hoc. I can't wait:)

Repetitiveness!

Hello World.

Stage 3 outta 4. Yes! I have categorized it in stages! Like I do with everything :) Analysis. I've had some days off work to do my research. And now i need to analyze. Am doing a 3day focused thing. Just having a break now. We're talking 2,5 weeks now until I hand in my thesis. And then I'll get back to....LIFE :D

Here are my days nowadays:
8 am Get up
9 am Work
4.30 pm Home
5 pm Dinner
6 pm Walks with dad and Era
7.30 pm Studies
2am Sleep

On weekends i do some social stuff, but it usually involves Era, as she needs impulses and input. The pup is happy, but I know I'll be able to do oh so much more for her when things calm down around me eventually.

Sooooo close now:))))))))
Have a great w/e peeps!

CloneStar.

The Only Game

I stumbled across this video tonight...Whilst procrastinating on my thesis...And it awakened some memories. It's the culture I've grown up in. That's a partial picture of my youth...What's your opinion? http://www.dagbladet.no/musikk/blogg/2009/11/torgny-tar-oss-med-pa-ranerfylla/

In the Now

I guess when i do something. i will do it with my heart and with my soul. hadd a bit of a breakthrough today. felt awesome and nice and good:)

I went to my physical therapist for the second time around (remember my bickering about bad health, well i did something about it!). Last time I got home with a bad headache and a bad back and i felt like poo and naucious and poo and bum and shit. So naturally, i was a bit apprehensive about going there this afternoon...But today, i just felt really tired. so i slept for a couple of hours this afternoon. went for a little walk with Era (as i do every day...the highlight of my days nowadays) And i felt really good:) And this evening I did my first science interview. This is the part where it all gets very interesting i reckon. Ive been reading a writing and reading some more...and writing some more...now i get to go out and talk to people and they get to say what they think about my subject. It's gonna be a blast i reckon. can t wait. i m taking 2-3 days off in the upcoming week. It's gonna be real cool i reckon.

If i m being good at studies from now until saturday, i m even gonna go for a tapas night at Annette's place. Annette is an aquaintance, but we ve been hanging out of late, since we both have dogs. I really appreciate new friendships, andd she's a cool and easygoing lass i reckon:)

So what's today's lesson...no, really it s the lesson of the month or something. Live in the now. not for tomorrow, although tomorrow's gonna be great. Not yesterday either. Yesterday is long gone. I need to appreciate my steepy-steep-steep learning curve. And my loving dog. and work as well. It's all maturing processes...synergies...that will mean something in the future...something good, I am laying the foundation bricks of my future today, and i need to start living in it and appreciate it:)

Good night all beautiful souls out there:)