Check!

Just checking in. Just feels good to move one's head away for a little while before going to bed.

Life before bedtime this fall has consisted of the twilight books. Just so that I can move my head away from all studies, and worries and thoughts about how the hell I'm going to fit in all the things I'm supposed to do tomorrow. But I've reached the last of the 4 books. And I don't want to finish is off. Cos it's been such a nice adventure to forget all about the old ordinary every day life....Stephenie Meyer must never stop writing:))))

Today I worked overtime. Until 10 this eve. And until about halv an hour ago (1.30 am) I've just been updating on my studies. I stayed up until 2 in the morning last night as well, and had to get up bright and early for a morning telephone conference at 8 am this morning. Been a tough week so far, and I ve reached approx half of it...........

My body is not complying at all. My upper back, neck and  has gone all haywire, so today i had to see a physiotherapist about it. I'm going to see a specialist for my stomach aches and my head gives me migraines every other day now. I get it. It's my body telling me that I suck for not being very nice to myself stressing around as I have for the last 3 months.

I'm sorry, dear body, but I can't afford to care. I need to land this. December 18th is the magic date. I just need to stay focused until then. After that...It s all about relaxation. I "only" have work to worry about. It will be a piece of cake! And my body will forgive me and love me...then:)

I really can t wait! im so over this project. 2 years I ve been doing this. Aw well.,7 more weeks to go. I ll land it. No worries...

I will stay an eternal optimist, nothing will break me, it will only make me stronger. I will not turn to victim mentality. I will ace this.

All the best:-*