I guess its just a fact...

I am a period-blogger. Will never be able to uphold a daily blogg. LoL. :) One thing is the same...I am a blogger of the night.

So what has been happening since the last time around?

Still a manager, still an active dog owner. Still sociable and surrounding myself with quality people.

Might get a roomie over the summer. My old friend from Down Under, Neitz has gotten herself a visa. I've arranged for work for her, and can't wait for her arrival. :)

I just figured out how to make a playlist on youtube!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Excited. Actually Im so excited about just listening to music while at work. btw...Ive moved locations for work. The tourist info is now in the newly built shopping mall in town. It's good for business, and work in general. Heaps more social nowadays at work. But not enough time to get that quietness to focus on the tasks that require my utmost attention...There are good things and bad things I guess.

Summer has arrived. We ve had our first few days when it s been acceptable to only wear a t-shirt and shorts!! Good for my white arse that needs a bit of colouring. Well, pink...at least. Pink is the new tan I've heard....:))

Am planning to settle down a bit more. You know, the whole grown up stuff - new house and all. Can't  wait to get it all sorted. Need to get some paper work in place. Tomorrow im planning to go to look at cars :)

Needs to get her beauty sleep i guess. But before I do i will leave you with a bit of an every day story...

There once was a girl. All she wanted was to love a boy. But the boy was not a boy. He was a man. And the girl was not a girl, she had become a woman. But for the sake of the story, lets call them just that - the boy, and the girl.

The surroundings of the way they met is not so innovative. But the boy had long eyed the girl and tried to get in contact... Their first kiss was that of the movies. Sparkles and all. It all seemed to be good with them. Their future looked bright. They were soon in love.

Then the boy had to go away for work. He was away for 2 months. His work was hard, and he was a hard worker. He missed the girl every day. The girl did the same. They soon realised they could not wait for 2 whole months until they were to meet again. But they were so far away from each other.

So the girl spent her savings. She got a plane ticket for the boy and the girl to meet midway. She got a hotel room. So the boy and the girl had a happy reunion. They spent 2 magical days together. Strangers in a strange town. But more in love than ever. And so happy to get to know each other even more.

The future still looked bright. But the boy never paid back his cost of the stay and the travels. This annoyed the girl slightly, but she was still sure things would work out, and assumed that the boy would step up - and be a responsible man soon enough, without the girl having to tell him to be.

Then the boy came back home. Reality of life hit again. Boy still had to work. And girl still missed him more than ever. It seemed boy never had time for her, only work - and his family. The boy was a man, and he had a daughter...And even two little grandchildren. The boy was a man, but a young grand father.

The girl's heart was breaking every day now. She was sad, and lonely. This was strange for the girl. Because the girl was not used to being lonely. When alone the girl was never lonely. But with her heart belonging to the boy and the boy never keeping in contact... The girl felt immense and dark and bottomless loneliness. The girl kept this to herself. The girl did not share this with anybody. The girl was strong she thought.

Then one day, after waiting. And not complaining. And hoping that the love between the girl and the boy would blossom once again. The boy told the girl to stop loving him. She loved him. So she stopped.

The days went by for the girl. And she was sad. But she did not contact the boy. She respected his wishes. Life felt easier, slightly, day by day. Suddenly a week had gone by. And suddenly....A  month.

The girl spent more time with her family and friends. She went to a party with an old friend, and down to the pub one day. Suddenly she saw the boy. The boy was wearing the shirt she gave him for his birthday.

The girl's heart ached and started racing. And the boy came towards her. The girl realised that she had missed the boy worse than what she realized. And the reunion was happy. The boy told her that he had missed her and that he had listened a bit too much to what the townsmen had said....And that he had lived a hard life, and that he could never trust a girl again.

The girl realized that she had made an illusion of love around her, and that the boy - whom she thought was a man - was merely a boy. A frightened boy, so frightened that he did not dare to live his life, that he did not dare to catch his dreams of love. And that he would for always be a boy wishing for love, but never able to love a girl wholeheartedly again. A boy wishing to live in his own safe bubble where everything would be foreseeable - and where nobody would ever hurt him.

The girl was sad to see this - but realized that after being able to see this - she had become slightly more of a woman. And she was free - free to find real love with no illusions. It was a happy ending.

The End <3